

Shadow LoverThe wind rustles the leaves behind me;Shadow Lover
Are you there? My ever watcher, to afraid to be seen
Naked in intamicy joining, materializing in front of me. Undressing in front of my bedroom window; Do you imagine your hands upon me? My never lover, succoming to the fantasy
Hiding inadequecies touching vapors instead of flesh. Dreaming you are next to me; Do you steal in and watch me sleep? My nocturnal admirer, worshipping from a distance Penantly withrawn alone, pained with need. Awakened by sounds in the


In BetweenThe touch of your lips is different, but they will do Your voice is not the voice I long to hear, but it will sooth Away the heartache and replace the pride; Help me hide away the sorrow in the depths of my eyesIn Between
Allowing you to make love to me does not make us one, Yet your going will not completely break me when you are gone; For you were just the one in passing while mending my heart
I might discover the beauty that is you when we finally part.


UnrequitedTaste the pleasureUnrequited
Release the pain Only to be filled With this yearning again
Feigning laughter This chasm remains Drowning in desire Only myself to blame
Walking in circles The faces change At the journeys end Finding love was in vain


RemnantsBlinded by lights on cars passing in the night Bright dreams flying byRemnants
Moving in slow motion
With life passing at regular speed
There are no memories to clutch onto
No flesh to touch No cries to quiet
Just the constant pain aching to
Reach out and feel anything but the
Vapor of first words imagined
Pushing away anything that reminds me
Of the constant anguish
Promises broken - love forsaken
Only to cling to the remnants of what
Will never be
The pain substituting as keepsakes with
Medication untouched only to endure &nbs
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With pleasure, for fun
I will choose the biggest gun
Im a soldier, Im a big boy
Jesus is my lovely toy
=Apophysis
~ABCofLifeChallenge
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With pleasure, for fun
I will choose the biggest gun
Im a soldier, Im a big boy
Jesus is my lovely toy
=Apophysis
~ABCofLifeChallenge
--
With pleasure, for fun
I will choose the biggest gun
Im a soldier, Im a big boy
Jesus is my lovely toy
=Apophysis
~ABCofLifeChallenge
--
With pleasure, for fun
I will choose the biggest gun
Im a soldier, Im a big boy
Jesus is my lovely toy
=Apophysis
~ABCofLifeChallenge
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With pleasure, for fun
I will choose the biggest gun
Im a soldier, Im a big boy
Jesus is my lovely toy
=Apophysis
~ABCofLifeChallenge
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